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Friday, December 15, 2006

my boredom blog

Hey guys... today is my last office day... and i have nothing to do... enjoy this lovely survey!



1. Where were you 1 hour ago?
the same place i am now... on the computer... being bored! there's nothing to do!

2. When is the last time you filled up your gas tank?
filled? i have no clue... maybe like in october... i did come close to filling it two weeks ago when i went to brandon

3. What is the most amount of money you spent in one store?
surridges... i spent about $1500 there a few weeks ago

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
there's a pink piece of paper on the wall with 1 john 4:9 on it

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
i went on tuesday with mollie, because i was craving arby's and i needed to pick up the last part of felicia's gift

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
and shoes! it's FREEZING in this church!

7. Do you have a car worth over $5,000?
i paid more than $5000 for it... but i doubt it's worth that much anymore.. cars don't keep their value well!

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
I went to brandon on the 2nd to go to brett's christmas party! it was so much fun! i even got to dress up!

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nope... watched some grey's anatomy with felicia though

10. Are you popular?
oh yes, very poopular

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
i think it was pepsi last night. i havent had my caffeine fix yet today! (yet)

12. What was the last thing you mailed in the mail?
probably student loan forms... they're always wanting things...

13. Do you wash your car?
not unless i feel like going through one of those drive thru car washes... but really, it's winnipeg, and it's melting.. kind of stupid to wash your car, right?

14. Last fast food you ate.
nachos and cheese from sev last night

15. Where were you last week at this time?
here, getting ready for friday night.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nope, i think i'm done buying clothes for a while

17. What bank do you use?
virden credit onion

18. Do you own any land?
nope. i haven't stayed in a place long enough to own it!

19. What do you want to be when you "grow up"?
i don't know. all i know is that i want kids, and a house. and freedom to bake and watch dr phil.

20. Your dream vacation?
hmmm who knows... i think hawaii would be cool to see... somewhere exotic... i basically want to see the whole world anyway..

21. Last boat ride you went on?
summertime at Calvary temple youth camp. i went kneeboarding! i can still get up no problem!

22. How old are your parents?
older... but not too old

23. Are you in love?
mmmhm

24. Do you have any single friends?
of course. i have a lot of youth as friends too!

25. Last play you saw?
i saw "assassins" with felicia in like august... and i saw some weird cabaret thing at brett's thinger

26. Have you been to New York?
no. apparently too many people are murdered there anyway... so i'm sure it's a good thing i've never been there!

27. What are your plans for tonight?
well, doing the play, and that's about it. see... i'm in a play this weekend!

28. Last concert you went to?
geez i don't even know... probably franklin graham, i saw newsboys last there i believe.

29. Next trip you are going to take?
going home on monday for christmas holidays, then back to saskatoon for semester #2

30. Ever go to camp?
yep, camp is fun

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
not in highschool.. i missed it by like 3%

32. What is your current GPA?
i dunno.... 3. something

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
never

34. Are you hungry?
STARVING

37. Do you have a tan?
i'm as white as they come, even with a tan!

38. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
old enough to be married.

39. Do you collect anything?
not especially. i try not to keep "stuff" with having to move so frequently. i do keep cards that my friends give me though!

40. Is this quiz annoying?
no. that question is though.

41. Last time you got pulled over?
never! but i've gotten a ticket before!

42. Ever been arrested?
nope. very good little girl over here! *Bats eyelashes*

43. Been to Mexico for Spring Break?
nope. never even been that far south!

44. Do you like hot sauce
LURVE it! hot sauce, hot sauce, hot sauce!!!!!!!!

45. Do you need to do laundry?
I'm sure I could use a clean load or two. but i'm doing alright for laundry, thanks.

47. How many friends do you have?
1.

48. Are you someone's best friend?
BFF!!!!

49. Are you rich?
not especially.

50. What are you thinking right this minute?
going to starbucks and then walking across the parking lot to mcdonald's because i'm STARVING

Thursday, December 07, 2006

My Christmas Wish

screw ipods and zune (though i really would love to get either!)

for christmas, this is what i want:

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

I Want To Be In The Light

Romans 7: For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

I so wish that I hadn't grown up a Christian. Not because of some horrible experience in the church, not because I had awful parents (and I didn't), not because I was teased because of my faith, or felt like an outcast.

It's because I wish I had never learned how to act like a perfect Christian, even when my actions and thoughts and inclinations pointed in a different direction.

I love Paul's honesty with his struggle with sin in Romans 7. I love how Paul had the attitude to persevere, even when he didn't feel like much of a Christian. I was pumpin some old dc Talk tunes tonight, and "In the Light" came blasting through my sad excuse for a car stereo, and something struck me theologically. Sure, it's one thing to say that we want to be in the light, as He is in the light... but what steps are we taking towards it? Are our actions pointing to our wishes, or are we just being those "nice" Christians that we learned how to be at such a young and eager age. Yes, it's admirable to say that you want one thing, but eventually, you're going to have to be mature enough to take that step. Otherwise, you'll never grow.

I had an awesome coffee with my good friend Mollie tonight, and of the many things we talked about, she said something that alarmed me in my spirit. We were talking about life in general, and she says to me "Terrin, I don't see you struggle with anything, I don't see you questioning things in the Bible or with God, and I don't see you struggle with sin."

Wow. Do I have people snowed or what? The thing is that I've learned very well how to hide my emotions and struggles, and everything else. I have things perfected to a "T"... even to the point that people I'm good friends with don't think I have any shortcomings or fears or anxieties. If I'm not leaning on my friends and using them to keep me accountable and have a support in my walk through life... how much am I really leaning on Jesus to help me through my life?

I honestly wish I could be more like a Mollie, new in her faith, questioning everything, and wearing her heart on her sleeve, problems, sin, vulnerability and all. Things aren't always perfect... but they're dealt with, you know? So candid and raw... it's so encouraging to have that breath of fresh air in your life.

Now, don't get me wrong, this is not the part of the blog where I spill my deepest darkest secret with the lot of you, but there's just a few thoughts that go running through my head... if I desire to be more like Jesus, (and I really do), what steps am I taking to be in the light, as He is in the light? What steps am I taking to be so honest with myself that I can admit that I do have struggles with sin, and shortcomings/flaws in my life, and things that I can't deal with on my own strength?

And I blog about this to ask you the very same questions... Are you presenting yourself as the perfect Christian who has no problems, or are you being honest and accountable to mentors and friends you've surrounded yourself with? What steps are you taking to become more Christlike? What are you struggling with that you can get your friends to pray for you about?

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight"

/end rant

Any prayer requests?